“I DON’T know if we can do anything with what’s left of sleeping beauty here,” Jessup said pityingly.
“What?” Bardie Makem looked up from the Jefferson militiaman who had bled to death. She wondered why the corps-mech couldn’t read its own monitors. Except that it was supposed to return any remains. Families always preferred to know their relatives had been duly buried-somewhere. Even space was more acceptable than MIA. With a sigh for him, she consigned the militiaman into the organ-removal slot of the triage area.
Then she craned her head over to Jessup’s gurney and caught her breath. The face inside the helmet was of a very handsome man: tri-d handsome, though the strength of mouth and chin suggested character as well as looks. She rubbed muck and char off the helmet plate. Pilot, Bonnie Parker? Headhunter troop carrier?
“You know, Bard,” Nellie Jessup went on as she continued her evaluation, “I think those new pressure suits actually work. This one’s managed to control his bleeding, even if the limbs are mangled. The medikit is drained dry but I’ll bet that’s why he’s still alive. Whaddaya know! Science triumphs over slaughter!”
Moving swiftly as she noted his vital signs, Bardie Makem fed his ID into the hospital ship’s main banks. They must have fixed the glitch that last Khalian missile had done to the internal system, because the terminal printed up large and clear.
“O’Hara, Roger Elliott Christopher.” An O’Hara? She ignored the service garbage and scrolled down to the medical data she’d need, blood type and factors, latest jabs, previous injuries—and he had a fair number—good recovery from all repair jobs.
“Another thing, the Genital Cap worked, too, dented but the AI’s all there.” AI being Nellie’s alphabet for “all important” when dealing with male patients. “Jeez! It’s his own face,” Jessup remarked, amazed, as she noted, the, medical log on Roger O’Hara. “Only the one scar: gives his face a roguish look. But, Stitches, I don’t think you can reassemble all the parts of him.
“What’re the cerebral functions like?” Bardie reviewed the medical data.
“Not bad,” Jessup said, scanning the gurney monitor. “Must be a tough mother. Left arm is hanging on by a skin flap just below the elbow, but whatever it was missed the joint. Most of the bicep is gone and, the shoulder joint, left knee crushed, thigh broken in nine places, yeah, and his left foot’s off. Left side of the rib cage is smashed, sternum cracked, lung puncture. Right fingers gone, right arm . . .”
“Damn,” said Bardie, aka Stitches for her exquisite skill with the micro-suturer and flesh glue-gel, and grimaced with disgust at O’Hara’s records. “Clearly stated that he’s not a brain donor; though he did sign a permit for organ use.”
“Hell,” Nellie said with vehemence, “there’s more of him still working outside than inside. Spleen’s ruptured, pancreas sliced, punctured lung, one kidney, most of his liver’s minced, guts are scrambled but they’re easy. Eyes are okay!” Jessup liked to be positive.
“We can replace those,” Bardie said, sighing heavily. “But he wants out . . .”
“Shame to lose a guy looks like that. How come you can’t just transfer the head?”
Bardie appreciated team support but Nellie had a ridiculous notion that her superior could do anything. She glowered at Jessup.
“You know the rules about that as well as I do, and even if we could, there hasn’t been a whole body in here all day. His head is legally out of bounds.” She had been watching the vital signs monitor for the pressure suit had been hooked into it, thus saving any unnecessary manipulation of the injured man. Once again Bardie shook her head in amazement. “He’s one tough fella. He should be dead from the trauma of such massive injuries.”
“The suit did it. That’ll look good in the report.” Jessup smiled kindly down at the unconscious man; Bardie was surprised to see the tenderness on the woman’s face. Nellie Jessup had developed the necessary tough outer callous objectivity essential in triage.
“He’s just not giving up without a fight. “ His BP was low but steady, the heartbeat was weak but working.
“He deserves a chance, doesn’t he?” Jessup was eager, her brown eyes imploring Bardie.
“I know I shouldn’t listen to you, Nellie . . .”
“But you’re going to!” Nellie Jessup’s face radiated approval.
“Let’s get to work.”
There were twenty teams of highly skilled surgeons and surgical nurses on this theater deck, one of five on the hospital ship Elizabeth Blackwell, though all the teams constantly bitched about being understaffed when the flood of wounded arrived from the latest assault on the Khalian position. At the team’s disposal were the most advanced, and sometimes experimental implements and procedures available to martial medicine.
Bardie Makem was serving her compulsory two-year term as a combat surgeon and was going to be very glad indeed when her stint was up in two weeks’ time. She’d had enough of battle gore for the rest of her lifetime. Nellie Jessup was on a ten-year contract—if she survived. She had already been wounded twice riding up the MASH courier shuttles.
Now Bardie and Jessup walked their patient to the stripper, a machine programmed to remove anything not flesh, bone, or sinew attached to a body. Its anti-grav cushion managed mangled flesh as delicately as a spider weaves a web. Its sensors also examined hard and soft tissue, sending the results to the theater hood; weighed and measured the patient; retested blood, bone, and tissue type, and could color dye the circulatory system to, pinpoint punctures or embolisms. The speed with which the injured were prepared for surgery often made the difference between life, half-life, and death. They walked him through the sterilization beams that sanitized surgeon and nurse as well. And on into the surgical unit where Bardie began hooking up the heart-lung machines, the auxiliary anesthetizer, while Nellie slipped a shunt into the relatively undamaged right arm to start the flow of supplements into his bloodstream and to service his bodily fluids. She kept up a flow of vital-sign information until the wrap screens in the theater hood took over. By then the pertinent damage was also visible.
“Not quite as bad as it looked,” Bardie remarked, assimilating information and making decisions as to what delicate repair to undertake first. It was her speed in assessment that made her the valuable surgeon she was. She seemed to have an uncanny instinct that had saved many almost irreparable bodies. She slipped her hands into the glove dispenser for much of her work would involve the highly, adhesive glue-gel, or gg. The joke was, “Adhere to proper procedures. Stick with the patient, not to him, her, or it.”
“Organ replacements?” She raised her voice to activate the theater wrap system.
“Ready,” said a disembodied voice. And it was, for the intelligence that managed the organ bank had once been a senior surgeon.”
“Red? Got a bad one here. Give me the whole nine yards. O’Hara, R.E.C., spleen, left lung, left kidney, liver, new left shoulder joint, left elbow, wrist, knee, ankle . . .”
“He belongs down here, not up there,” Red answered, but already the chill-shute signaled arrivals, sacks bathed in the fluids that maintained, the organs. Jessup began the anti-rejection procedures that would assure that each replacement adapted to the new environment. The catch-as-catch-can procedures of the late twentieth century were considered barbaric, cruel, and inhumane. But it had taken the science of several species and several horrific space wars to perfect such repair for the humans who fought them.
“He didn’t want his head on a plate!” Bardie said.
“What’s so special about his head?”
“You’re no longer in a position to appreciate it, Red,” and Bardie shot a glance at O’Hara’s classic profile.
Jessup had glued the thin face laceration shut while Bardie replaced the lung—but his own heart would manage after the rest they’d give it—so the lung lay flaccid in the chest cavity. Well, this sleeping beauty was also humpty dumpty so they’d better put the rest of him back together again. They both worked on the shoulder joint, the arm, and the battered sacrum and remolded the crushed ribs with bone-set gel. Liver and kidney, spleen, pancreas. He didn’t need the gall bladder. Now they both began reassembling the intestines, repaired the rip in the stomach wall, glued the skin back in place across the lacerated abdomen.
“Nicely hung,” Jessup remarked all too casually. “Unusual in a tall man.”
Bardie merely grunted. It did not do to encourage Jessup’s earthiness. She could go on quite irrepressibly, with endless variations on the theme.
“Me, I’ve always preferred short men.” Today Jessup was incorrigible. “BP picking up. Hey, he might make it yet. If one of those ET germs don’t get him. “
“He might at that,” Bardie said, then began work on his left leg.
There were many servo-mechs, robotics, and other computer-assisted surgical machines but, as every human being was slightly different from any other, even the most sophisticated machine could not duplicate the instinct of a human surgeon. Even the most gifted of the non-humans didn’t quite have the same knack with this species. Machines did what Jessup called the grunt work, but nothing replaced a human on the work at hand.
By the time they had finished putting Roger Elliott Christopher O’Hara back in one glued, stapled, renovated piece, they were both exhausted. The monitor told them in its implacable voice that they were to log off immediately. Their efficiency levels were dropping, below permissible levels for surgical procedures. It had taken four intensive hours of flat-out surgical skill and decisions to effect the resurrection, and O’Hara had not been the first patient of the shift for Bardie and Nellie.
An orderly came forward to move O’Hara’s gurney from the theater, but Bardie and Jessup followed, one on either side, through the sanitize green light bath and out into the broad corridor.
“Officer?” asked the orderly.
“Yup!” Bardie said, the adrenaline- leaving her slightly light-headed. She was clinging to the body cart.
“I can do it. Don’t you gels trust me?”
Bardie grinned. “No, Naffie. I don’t. Not with this one.” Naffie looked peevish because he had taken a very long look at the unconscious O’Hara.
“Oh, have it your own way. You always do. Not that he’s any use to anyone for a while! Bay 22, Bed 4.” The two weary women turned to starboard. “Monitor says he’s unattached. How can you be sure it’s you who can attach him?”
“Naffie, you’ve had more than your share lately,” Bardie said firmly, and she and Nellie turned into ICU Bay 22. Naffie was deft with the anti-grav unit, slipping the unconscious patient onto the bed that folded its sensitive wings around its new occupant with tender intensive care.
When Bardie reached her cubicle, the first thing she did was program her screen for a ten-minute printout on O’Hara, Lt. R.E.C. She took a fan-bath: even a cup of water could make you feel cleaner. She dialed for hot hi-protein meal, inserted herself into her bednet, and ate. The buzzer woke her and she had to blink hard to clear her eyes enough to see the screen. O’Hara was holding his own. She stayed awake until the next report but with great difficulty. She reprogrammed the screen to rouse her only if there was a significant relapse and was asleep almost before she lay back in the net.
To her surprise, she got a whole ten hours sleep, waking up feeling guilty when she saw the time. The screen was flashing a no-change and she had to think hard to remember why she would be monitoring a patient here. Then Humpty O’Hara’s case came to mind and she tapped for a review.
He, too, had slept ten hours. His vital signs were strong, satisfactory all along the line, with no hint of rejection from any of the new organs. But no signs of awareness, no return to consciousness. Which, Bardie thought, was kind. No one had discovered the universal pain-suppressor. She didn’t like to think of the pain, inevitable as it was in her profession.
She dressed, drinking the hi-protein glop that was supposed to be all she’d need for the day’s efforts, and left her cubicle. The corridors were amazingly vacant and the sounds of personalized snores furthered the thought that there had been no new assaults. A lull in massacre was definitely welcome. She had only thirteen more days of this to endure before she was out of it. She alternated between wanting to be so occupied the interminable thirteen days would be over and done with or have time to adjust her thinking to a civilian standard.
She stopped in the duty room and discovered she and Nellie were in the next shift—if there was one. She had an hour’s leeway. The information screen was scrolling through data on the last assault, but she had long since ceased to assimilate either victory or defeat—it all meant bodies to mend. She chided herself for letting that thought intrude. S’truth, but whatever victories were, won against whatever enemy, she found no glory in it, no matter how necessary the action, how urgent the winning, or what odds and against what, whom, or why. She couldn’t remember now what had prompted her to opt for a MASH assignment, apart from a momentary mental aberration. She had learned a great deal—maybe that’s why she had come—but there was a large pit of nothingness that one day she would be required to look into, process, and put aside.
Bardie was somewhat surprised to find herself entering Bay 22 of the ICU, and stopping by Bed 4. The vital signs were as strong as could be expected; the new organs were still functioning normally. There was even a healthy tinge to O’Hara’s skin.
“Can’t raise so much as a groan from him,” Naffie said, slipping in to stand beside her, his bright eyes flicking from screen to her face.
”Have you tried, Naffie?” Somehow Bardie Makem resented that.
“In the line of duty, of course.” Naffie grimaced. “He really ought to come to long enough to know that he’s still alive! Gratitude, if nothing else.”
Bardie grinned at Naffie’s disapproval, “So you could hold his hand and reassure him?”
“I don’t really think he’s my type.” Naffie flounced off.”
Bardie pulled back the sheet for a visual check. All the incisions and repairs looked good under their skinplas dressings. Of course, he hadn’t been thrashing around with either delirium or pain. She laid her hand on his chest; the skin was warm on hers. She felt his forehead, smoothing back the crisp hair; it was unusually soft to the touch, not wiry as the curling suggested. He really had the most handsome face. Idly, she brought one finger lightly down his cheek, to the thin pink scar, and was surprised to see a faint smile appear on the sleeping face.
“O’Hara? O’Hara?” she spoke softly. “Roger?” She spoke a little louder for the smile was still there. “Roger!” He took a deeper breath and then seemed to settle further into sleep, his head turning ever so slightly to the left on the pillow, toward her, the smile still there. “Roger, lad. Wakey-wakey.” His brows pulled fractionally together in annoyance. “Roger, I know you’re in there, Open up!”
“You’re having more success than anyone else,” said the ICU duty nurse at her elbow, startling her. “And we’ve tried.”
“Since when is a grimace an indication of alertness?”
“If it’s the only reaction anyone’s got out of sleeping beauty.”
“It’s not a coma,” Bardie said, reviewing the signs. “No, it’s not. Normal sleep pattern. Doesn’t even vary when the medication begins to wear off.”
“More should have that facility,” Bardie remarked as the patient in the next bed began to moan piteously. She walked as quickly as she could out of the facility.
Both she and Nellie stopped by Bed 4 at the end of their shift, which had been relatively light. Mopping up operations were rarely as hazardous to life and limb, though they’d had some minor repair work from pong-stick land mines and some of the nasty heat-seeking darts the Khalia deployed at such times.
At the top of the next shift, Bardie paused for another visit at Bay 22, Bed 4 where several colleagues had gathered, including the Head Psych.
“Ah, Surgeon Makem,” Brandeis said, his wide smile resembling nothing more than a trap for the unwary, “I understand you did miracle surgery on this patient. Can you enlighten us in any way as to his current somnambulant state?”
“He hasn’t regained consciousness yet?” Bardie was surprised and saw concern and disbelief in the other medics at the bedside.’ “Well, he did experience major bodily insults. Sufficient trauma there to keep him from wanting to know.”
“Ah, then,” Brandeis said, leaping upon her suggestion, “this could be psychosomatically induced?”
Bardie shrugged—she patched bodies, not minds. “His pressure suit kept him alive, maybe even conscious, but he had to have known that he was badly injured. The suit doesn’t record how long its inmate is conscious, merely his vital signs.”
“Good point!” Brandeis and the others turned back to regard the calm sleeping countenance. “Could be! And his records do indicate ‘mercy’ in preference to disembodiment.”
From his tone, Bardie thought Brandeis was annoyed that another “subject” had slipped away from him. Brandeis did a lot of counseling to “brains.”
“Dr. Makem did get a response from Lt. O’Hara,” the duty nurse spoke up. She’d been standing to one side and Bardie hadn’t seen her. She could cheerfully have beheaded her.
“Ah, when? And what?” Brandeis wanted to know, his expression almost avid.
“Oh, I just felt his forehead.” Bardie felt silly—the hands-on was such an anachronism with so many sophisticated sensors to take accurate temperature readings.
“And?” Brandeis encouraged her.
“Faint smile. Might have been reflex. “She could feel herself blushing.
“No doubt,” someone murmured in a droll voice.
“One would have thought that such a handsome man wouldn’t have objected to brain-duty.”
“Who’d see him?” The words were out of Bardie’s mouth before she could think and she blushed even more furiously.
“A perfectly natural vanity,” Brandeis remarked with an equanimity not echoed in his hard eyes. Brandeis was a tolerably attractive fellow, in excellent trim, and according to wardroom gossip, plenty of activity in hetero relationships that were not at all professional, so Bardie wondered at the subtle envy. “Well, Dr. Makem, if you would be so kind as to repeat your gesture . . .” He stepped aside and indicated that Bardie move to the patient. Bardie did not like his expression, his manner, or the suggestion.
Reluctantly she stepped forward, and feeling more ridiculous than she had since a lowly intern, she put her hand on O’Hara’s broad forehead.
“Is that all you did?” Brandeis asked superciliously, with a tolerant smile to the others when there was no patient reaction.
Bardie fought a desire to turn and run. Grimly she replaced her hand and honestly duplicated the incident. “Roger O’Hara! Roger!” She let her fingers drift backward from his forehead to his crisp, curly hair, then down the side of his face. When the faint smile again touched his lips, she didn’t know if she was pleased or if she’d prefer the deck to open up and swallow her. But an experiment was an experiment.
“Roger, wakey-wakey, lad.” And once again, the brows moved into the most imperceptible of frowns as his head inched away from her. “I know you’re in there. Open up!” Bardie paused, cleared her throat. “At least, that’s about what I said.”
There was a long and embarrassing pause as her colleagues absorbed action and reaction.
“And that’s all you did?” Brandeis asked, frowning.
Bardie contented herself with a noncommittal nod, recovering her professional poise.
“That’s more response than anyone else has had,” the duty nurse said approvingly.
“If you will, nurse,” and Brandeis motioned for her to repeat Bardie’s hands-on. There was notably no reaction. “Interesting. Very interesting.”
Bardie’s collar alarm burred quietly. “My shift, Doctors. Excuse me.” She was out of the bay as fast as was dignified.
Most of the casualties she and Jessup had that shift were fairly routine: amputations, the savage lacerations of the latest Khalian mankind-mangler. There was satisfaction in saving all the lives but Bardie suffered from a most insistent hallucination—she saw O’Hara’s smile on nearly every patient.
At the end of her shift, she went back to Bay 22, Bed 4 and read the latest chart entries. Technically Roger O’Hara had not regained consciousness. There was no one else in the bay. Feeling decidedly self-conscious, Bardie stroked his forehead, entangling his curls in her fingers, then let her finger ride down the side of his face. The faint smile appeared.
“Roger,” she said softly, caressingly, “you’re in there. I know it. Please don’t keep hiding. It’s all right to wake up. You’re in your own body. We’re not allowed to disembody you, you know. That’s why you have the option. But you’re all right. Really, you are! You’re still in one piece and recovering far better than could be expected.”
She repeated the caress and he stirred, a deep “mmm” starting in his throat, and he licked his lips. “Thataboy, Roger.” She dipped her finger in the water glass and passed it across his lips, which surprisingly were not as dry as they ought to be. “C’mon, Roger. Wake up.” Again the frown.
“Don’t want to wake up, do you? Well, it’s okay to. You’ll be just fine. Only wake up. I think Brandeis has some ideas about you, flyboy, that you wouldn’t like at all. So I really do advise you to wake up.” The frown was deeper, Roger’s head turned as if resisting the request. “Do it, for me, will you, Roger? Wake up for Bardie, will you?” She smoothed his hair back, fondling it, again surprised at its softness and the springiness of the curls that wrapped about her fingers. “You’re some mother’s son, Roger. C’mon, sweetheart, open, your eyes!” She made her tone wheedlingly loving. The eyelids trembled and the muscles in his cheeks and temples moved. “It’s really okay to wake up, Roger.”
She chuckled. “You sure don’t like that word, do you?” The frown obediently appeared but it was deeper now. “I wonder why. The call to duty, or merely back to life again. A guy who looks like you wouldn’t have much trouble with life. And you’ll be out of this war—that is if you decide to . . . rouse!” She grinned as she substituted a synonym. Then, out of pure mischief, remembering what Jessup had originally called him, she bent forward,” Roger, sleeping beauty,” and kissed him on the lips.
Simultaneously she heard movement just beyond her and saw his eyelids flutter open, blinking wildly to focus. She slipped from the bed and out of the bay before she could be hailed. Safely back in her cubicle, she dialed up Bay 22, Bed 4,and saw the alert readings of the Alpha waves. Sleeping Beauty had awakened.
She got her wish to be so busy in the final days of her contract that she had no time to think. She woke that last morning on the Elizabeth Blackwell with a feeling of such intense relief that she had survived her two years that she was almost in tears. To restore her composure, she used her entire day’s wafer ration in the shower and shampooed her hair, blowing it dry and attempting to style it as a going-home preparation. She dressed in the smart unitunic, tight-fitting pants and boots, clothes she hadn’t worn during her entire tour of duty. She even put on a touch of the scent that had lain unused on the shelf of her locker. Then she stuffed a clean shipsuit and briefs into her bag and the few personal things she’d been allowed to bring, and that was that.
“Hey, dress blues match your eyes. Nice!” Nellie said, widening her eyes appreciatively when she walked into the wardroom. Two of the other off-duty surgeons accorded her a long whistle before they served her the traditional farewell jigger of fleet juice.
There were some letters consigned to her to bring home. Then Bardie left a good-bye message on the wardroom screen for the rest of her MASH friends before it was time to take the shuttle that would bring her on the first leg of her homeward journey. Nellie insisted on going with her to the airlock.
‘‘Oh, Stitches, I’ll never have another as good as you, I’m sure I won’t,” Nellie said, unexpectedly sobbing in their farewell embrace.
Bardie held her off, rather chuffed that the case-hardened nurse had such a sentimental streak. “How many surgeons have you survived so far, Nellie?”
“It doesn’t matter,” Nellie said, gulping. “It’s you I’ll miss. “
“Not if the next one is handsome!”
“Speaking of,” Nellie said, her sobs miraculously stanched as she looked down the ramp, “here’s sleeping beauty himself!”
Bardie cast a glance over her shoulder and saw, in the stream of wounded being evacuated on this shuttle, Lt. Roger Elliott Christopher O’Hara on an anti-grav seat being guided by Naffie who was chatting affably to his charge. The pilot wore a pleasant enough expression but the slight furrow to his brows indicated more tolerance than interest. So he hadn’t been one for Naffie after all. Awake, though still semi-recumbent, but responding, Roger O’Hara was really too good-looking for anyone’s peace of mind. And his hair curled outrageously over a still-pale face.
“Amazing recovery,” Nellie went on. “Brandeis had hoped to make him a special study case. I heard he woke up the moment he found out.”
Bardie hurried the good-byes as much as she could, wanting somehow to get aboard the shuttle before Roger arrived at the airlock. She succeeded, wondering during the take-off procedures why she had run like a startled virgin at the sight of him.
Her reaction puzzled her all through the long boring run to the relief vessel. Then, just as the shuttle locked onto the mother hospital ship, she realized what had startled her: of all the men and women she had operated on, Lt. Roger O’Hara was the only one whose face she had recognized. And it hadn’t that much to do with the sleeping beauty aspect of their patient-doctor relationship. She did ward rounds frequently enough but the patients were bay and bed numbers, wound descriptions, severity categories that she forgot as soon as she moved on to the next wounded body. And it couldn’t have anything to do with kissing the man, or his startling return to consciousness as a result of that resuscitation. It certainly couldn’t have anything to do with him being a sleeping beauty, a frog prince, or a humpty dumpty.
Fortunately the usual well-organized confusion as the wounded were disembarked first broke that remarkable revelation. Bardie caught a brief glimpse of O’Hara being air-cushioned out, his eyes closed. She wondered briefly if he’d made the trip all right: two weeks was not long enough to mend his desperate wounds.
She had received her cabin assignment and was settling into quarters considerably larger than those she had enjoyed in the Elizabeth Blackwell. She had space to stand in and a pull-down desk surface and stool as well as her own sanitary cabinet. She had just turned on the screen to familiarize herself with the ship’s diagram when the buzzer went off and the screen cleared to a duty station.
“Major Surgeon Makem, please report to Deck C, Ward Station G.”
“What’s the problem?” The corpsman glanced down to his right. “You’re surgeon of record to a Lt. R.E.C. O’Hara?”
“That’s right. What’s wrong?” Maybe he’d been evacuated too soon.
“He won’t wake up.”
“What?”
“If you’d please come, Major?” Long-service corpsmen could develop a tone that was tantamount to an order.
Besides being worried about O’Hara, Bardie was curious.
She had seen O’Hara leave the shuttle with his eyes closed, but for him to have slept? With the normal bucketing, creaking, and groaning on even the newest shuttle, that was unlikely.
She keyed in the ship’s deck plan and first located the anti-gray shaft nearest her quarters on H-Deck, then Ward G on C-Deck. When she got there, the officious corpsman was waiting for her with ill-concealed impatience. His expression said “you took your time” but he merely gave her a curt nod of his head, gestured for her to follow him.
“If you’ll check him over, Major, since you’re familiar with his case . . . “ the corpsman said, stepping aside for her to enter the cabin. He shut the door immediately behind her and Bardie wondered if she should report his most unusual behavior to the Deck Physician.
But there was Roger Elliott Christopher O’Hara, neatly cocooned in his sensor sheet, and the printout over his bunk gave her no cause for immediate alarm. Except that he looked rather more pale than he ought. She approached the bunk, noting the light sheen of sweat on his brow. The sensor did not indicate any unusual amount of pain-reaction, and according to his chart, he’d been given medication two hours before.
Without realizing her intention, she laid her hand against his forehead, moist and cool. Her fingers, of their own accord, strayed to the crisp, but soft, curls.
“Okay, mate, what’s this all about? You were in good shape when Naffie wheeled you in.” Did she detect the faintest wrinkle of a frown? She stroked his forehead again. “If you’re not careful, you’ll still end up in Brandeis’s files, pulling this sleeping beauty act.”
“There’s only one way to wake a sleeping beauty, you know;” he said, his eyes still closed. “I liked it the first time. But I wasn’t sure if you were real or not until I saw you ahead of me on the gangplank. Brandeis had me believing you didn’t exist at all except as a wish-fulfillment dream.” Suddenly he opened his eyes and they were a startling shade of clear green. He turned his head slowly to look at her. “But you did kiss me then, didn’t you? And I had to wake up because that’s how the charm works, isn’t it?”
She couldn’t believe his ingenuousness. He couldn’t have lived through three years service and still believe in fairy tales, could he?
“You’re no sleeping beauty, O’Hara. More humpty dumpty!”
“That’s why I had to see you, Bardie Makem,” he said so earnestly that his rather rich baritone struck answering chords all down her, spine. “I knew how bad I was hurt before I finally passed out and I was terrified that . . .” His voice broke and he swallowed convulsively. No, Roger O’Hara hadn’t believed in any fairy tales but he had feared to end up in a personal horror story. “I needed to know that you were real, Bardie Makem. And not a fairy tale.”
“Alice in Wonderland . . .”
His smile had an almost breathtaking charisma to it. “Naffie told me it was wonders you did for me all right enough and no mistaking it, and not a king’s horse in sight.”
“So, you played sleeping beauty again to entice me into your clutches?”
“I sure as hell can’t come to you awhile yet.” He twisted his shoulders restlessly, then his smile became mischievous. “Would you take as a given that I’m sweeping you off your feet, to plonk you on my white charger and carry you off into the sunset to live happily ever after together . . .” His face was merry with his smile but the intense look in his vivid green eyes affected Bardie far more than she had the right to anticipate. “At least for the duration of this voyage . . . that’d give me a good reason to wake up again.” He closed his eyes, schooled his handsome face into repose, but a hopeful smile pulled at the comers of his mouth.
Laughing at his whimsy and more than willing to enjoy some happily ever after as anodyne to the past two years, Bardie bent to bestow on O’Hara the favor he had requested.
The kiss became considerably more magical than Bardie Makem could ever have expected.